Fuck.

What should I do?
What does one do when they feel trapped?
What would you do?
Would you run?

I feel like running.
But I can't.

What should I do?
Should I laugh and smile?

I feel like crying.
But I can't.
I feel like screaming...
                                                   just to let it out.
But...I can't.

I feel like...

like...



                                                              ...like I've lost my voice again.
Like I haven't the strength.
To tell you.

And I wouldn't even know where to start.